Dejected

Here I am,
All dejected left all alone in my own world,
No place to run, no place to hide,
All I can feel is pain, in my heart, in my soul,
In the search for happiness and joy.

I am sitting down in front of the window with the keyboard in my hand and the monitor in front of me. Always wanted to take the car to the Bryan Adams concert happening in my city.. Asked my father for the permission said yes at the start.. That simple yes made my life it felt like entering heaven alive. But the dream had to be broken some day or the other that day is today/tonight. God alone knows the funny reason why my father suddenly sprang up and said no for the car. There was no place left for argument. He did give me some options like should the dumb driver be with you.. Or should I come to drop and pick you up.. Both these options are meaningless and useless.... Who would like their father to drop them at some place especially when you are old enough to take care of your self..........

This feeling is preventing me from crying but also provoking me to cry... I have no idea how to go about this feeling... Feels like the end of the world.




For all my friends......

"Never promise anything you are not sure off" the person you promised when finds that he has been deceived will never trust you again.

I know some of my friends are gonna laugh on this....

Its ok you can laugh doesn't make a difference but don't laugh on my face......